[He doesn't actually expect her to address it, can't they just go take a shower, separately and go back to the lives, he'll go back his bunk and they won't... talk about this. Logically, he knows that Tendo and Alison were really not an item before Tendo died but it still feels like he's betraying his friend by sleeping with her.]
Alison... [Yancy sighs and moves to sit up in her bed.] Maybe I should just go then.
[ leaving just won't do. alison puts a hand on his shoulder to push him back down as she moves to straddle him so he can't get up without taking her with him. and then she gives him a hard stare because really, yancy? this is how you react to some frankly amazing sex?
okay, it's kind of understandable given the fact that they both miss tendo a whole lot. but still. this just ain't right. ]
If you don't think that he would want his brother and his girl to find some kind of happiness, you didn't know him at all.
Yancy sighs, because it makes sense and you don't really see him putting up a fight to her straddling him because the sex really was great but it doesn't do much to relieve the guilt that's settled around his shoulders.]
Do you know who talked him into finally asking you out? It was me. It took him like months to do.
[ she smiles sadly and shakes her head. ] He never asked me out. I did it before he got the chance to. [ yeah, even though she was still technically going out with her mechanic boyfriend. alison may be a bit screwed up when it comes to relationships.
she leans forward and kisses yancy softly, just to shut him up. ] If you died, would you want Raleigh to beat himself up about it?
[When Yancy sighs again and maybe swears a little under his breath and that wasn't really English, it was actually French, it's because he can't believe that Tendo still didn't do it. Still didn't ask her out.
He shuts up when she kisses him like she wanted, leaning into her.]
Are you saying you'd sleep with Raleigh if I die, or that I'm overreacting?
[ if they were having any conversation other than one this heavy, alison might make a comment about how he should speak in french a little more and maybe they'd have round two.
but this is serious business, so she settles for rolling her eyes at him. ]
That you're overreacting. Drama queen.
[ he's got a right to grieve. but she really has zero patience for this guilt over sleeping with her. ]
[She totally holds the reins in this relationship. If it's a relationship. He doesn't know what it is. A one night stand as of right now. Friends who had sex one night. Yes. That's it.]
Sleep, unless you want to go for round two. [ but she realizes that isn't exactly what he was asking, so she adds: ] We can talk over breakfast tomorrow if you can put off the conversation until then.
[ if not, they can talk now. she might have to get off him, but they can talk. ]
What part of you're not getting out of this don't you understand? [ really, for a guy that takes care of people so much, he's really shitty at taking care of things involving himself. ] We're talking about this tomorrow.
[ she pauses to think over what she's going to say before she says it. but there's really no good way to ask this question, so fuck it. ]
More time to guilt yourself into not going for something that might make you happy, or more time to think about whether or not this was just a grief fuck?
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Alison... [Yancy sighs and moves to sit up in her bed.] Maybe I should just go then.
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[ leaving just won't do. alison puts a hand on his shoulder to push him back down as she moves to straddle him so he can't get up without taking her with him. and then she gives him a hard stare because really, yancy? this is how you react to some frankly amazing sex?
okay, it's kind of understandable given the fact that they both miss tendo a whole lot. but still. this just ain't right. ]
If you don't think that he would want his brother and his girl to find some kind of happiness, you didn't know him at all.
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Yancy sighs, because it makes sense and you don't really see him putting up a fight to her straddling him because the sex really was great but it doesn't do much to relieve the guilt that's settled around his shoulders.]
Do you know who talked him into finally asking you out? It was me. It took him like months to do.
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she leans forward and kisses yancy softly, just to shut him up. ] If you died, would you want Raleigh to beat himself up about it?
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He shuts up when she kisses him like she wanted, leaning into her.]
Are you saying you'd sleep with Raleigh if I die, or that I'm overreacting?
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but this is serious business, so she settles for rolling her eyes at him. ]
That you're overreacting. Drama queen.
[ he's got a right to grieve. but she really has zero patience for this guilt over sleeping with her. ]
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What do we do now then?
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[ if not, they can talk now. she might have to get off him, but they can talk. ]
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It can wait until breakfast.
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alison leans in to kiss him softly, then raises an eyebrow at him. ] Breakfast doesn't mean you can weasel out of this conversation.
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What if it gets postponed to like breakfast in a week?
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I might-- need more time than that.
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More time to guilt yourself into not going for something that might make you happy, or more time to think about whether or not this was just a grief fuck?